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A
VISION OF LOVE
On a clear cold fresh North
of Scotland morning in the year 20__ I walk out of the front doors
of Cluny Hill College. I turn right at the drive and up into the pine
woods that cover Cluny Hill itself. Through the woods I walk, smelling
piney smells, listening to the little noises of the woods, breathing
the cold crisp winter air. Then I notice something happening. I feel
different. It is as if I've taken a drug and am beginning to come
on. But this feeling is infinitely sweeter, more real. It emanates
from my heart inside me. I can feel my heart. It is like an engine
burning in my chest. It feels vast, an ocean of fire. A gorgeous intoxicating
emotion leaps through me. It is like all the loves of my life rolled
into one. And then some. I feel spectacularly and absolutely alive.
And now the woods look different. Now the trees, the path look different.
Everything is alive. An invisible and great Presence is here; all
is transformed.
Suddenly the woods erupt with the pounding of running feet, fast approaching.
I spin round and see a woman coming straight towards me. She
slows and stops, excited and breathless. Again the woods fall silent
until in words etched out of the air and silence she speaks :
"Do you feel it too?"
We hold each others' eyes. We are no longer two individuals. We are
melting. Reality melts. The woods explode into infinite fragments
in front of my eyes. We are standing in the centre of Love. The woods,
the young woman, myself...all of this is Love, has always been Love.
I still have my voice. I hear myself say :
"Is it the whole town ?"
The young woman is laughing. She is weeping.
She speaks :
"Haven't you heard ? It's the whole world ! "
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